It is a big choice, i found out with both and was happy too know both times, only thing i did regret was telling everyone but i was excited so didnt matter that much i guess, this time around i am finding out purely too get used too the idea of which one, i would like a girl but not desperate for one so wont affect me too much but will give me time too get over it as i wont be having anymore after this one, regardless of the colour