Struggling to believe Im pregnant and feeling disconnected.

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I'm sorry your struggling. It's not unusual though after LTTTC and or MC. There is a great sticky here that may help Why am I not happy?

If it helps I found I could connect to my baby through yoga and meditation, especially in the third trimester. Also once the dreaded 24 weeks passed and I knew if she was born now there was a good chance of survival. There is still a lot of grieving and processing of your ttc journey to date while pg. It's not unusual for men and women who've been through a tough time conceiving to experience Ante Natal Depression. I'd mention how you are feeling to your care giver as its best diagnosed early as possible. Others here may be able to provide better info. PANDSI are an organisation that could also help you figure out what support you may need.

I hope you can begin to enjoy and connect with your DD over the coming months.