Hi Mel What u r feeling is totally normal! I wanted to be preg and have a baby soooooo desperately that it really surprised me when i would wake up almost at the point of an anxiety attack cause i suddenly would freak out thinking "oh my goodness - life as i know it is over forever...it'll never be just me! i won't be able to just drop everything and go shopping or have coffee, or sleep in.........." U name it i felt it. And then i'd feel completely guilty for having those thoughts.

Now i know that it was silly of me to think like that cause my dd fits into my life and yes some things r different but i can pretty much do all the things i want to do. Ur gonna make a fab mum - don't let ur mind get all carried away cause it'll all work out wonderfully