I totally get you. My first was premmie at 34+6, and I was told I'd be lucky to get to 28w with DS2. So at 28w I celebrated. And at 32w. And at 36w. And again at 38w. By 39w I was huge, and over it. But I wanted to try for a VBAC so hung on. And on. By 40w I was definitely over it. By 41w I was really getting cross. At 41+1 I was admitted to hospital with a raging frontal lobe headache (typical for pre-eclampsia which was why DS1 came early) and the doctors and XH decided he was coming out by c/s the next day. I still wanted my VBAC but it wasn't to be. So nine days over. And over it. Completely.

I totally get you. Totally. Sending you much love and support. Minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day… it's another minute/hour/day closer to baby being born.

Best wishes.