had a terible dream last night

Dreamt that the baby came really early and that I didn't have the cot ready so I took her to baby bunting (the baby stuff shop) and left her in a cot there.

then when it was nearly closing time they called me and said - are you coming to pick up your baby?!!

I said I was still busy and that I's send DH to get her.

but then I rang DH to go get her and he said he couldn't get there and that I should go pick him up.

when I got there to pick him up he still had a work meeting so the people from him meetingcame in the car tooa nd were all mad because of the baby seat in the car ...

so when we got to the shop I ran out of the car and into the shop and was trying to get the baby without anyone seeing me.

then this lady came over and was explaining how to look after the baby and I was like "yeah yeah I know I just want to get her home and give her a bath"

then DH came in and he was talking to the shop lady and then one of my puppies came running in and ran straight over to the baby and me and she was looking at me like I was a bad mother.


I shouted over to DH that we needed to get "mary" home.

turns out in my dreams I named the baby Mary.

(which is weird becuase I used to have a dalmation called Mary)



Woke up so upset.




This weekend we're going to get the nursery finished and wash everything and get all the stuff we need ready for the home birth.

hopefully this is just an anxiety dream.