*hugs* Rae! Thanks Sarah for pointing me here.

Sounds like you are working very hard at it. The only things I did differently were having a massage and acupuncture. I went to acupuncture and would have contractions for hours & the day I went into labour with Jovie I had acupuncture 2 days before and a massage 3 days before and had another massage that day.

You are doing everything you can matey. Its sooo draining & frustrating. Especially with your history.