Oh Ambah hun, I know exactly what you mean. I was a pretty hard person to live with at the end of my last pg and its a miracle that i wasn't tossed out on my ear for the way I carried on sometimes. In a calmer moment have you mentioned it to Jackson or anything. I was constantly apologising to Dh for carrying on like a pork chop at times and we talked about the way I was feeling at the time. It helped to do that.