Isn't it weird, you get pregnant and think waiting until 12 weeks is bad! But no, i reckon this is worse. I was married 3 weeks ago today, which seems to have just flown by, yet i have 3 weeks until EDD and it seems like it's dragging!

Had my doc appt on Thursday. He basically said he would rather have me induced but is happy to let me go, so it's up to me to choose what i want and i have until next week to do so. I would rather go into labour before then and not have to choose though! But i am leaning more towards just leaving it. There seems to be only two downsides with leaving it. Bigger baby and having to wait longer(maybe). But with being induced there are lots of little things that i don't like. I just don't want a big baby though, because my biggest fear of all is that it will all turn out exactly the same as it did with Lily. Mentally, i don't think i could go through that again. I am having a Doula though. So hopfully i get my natural birth with her and Jacob by my side...