A big thank you to all of you girls for all the comforting words, words of encouragements, and advices. I just came back from my doctor and have discussed with her that it is nearly impossible for me to sleep on the left side the whole night. I finally asked if it is okay to sleep on my right side or if I were to accidentally slept on my back. She said it was okay as long as I try my best to stay on the left side which I will but at least, right now, I can have the peace of mind when I do lay in bed.

Last night, when DH came home, he noticed that I looked stressed and worried. So, I told him what I've been thinking/worrying these past few weeks. DH was so understanding, he was very reassuring.

Like you all said, I think it's best for me to just try to relax and wait for the upcoming birth of my baby instead of reading all the articles on the internet because it seems like it's doing more damage to me than anything. I feel really stupid right now for putting myself through this unnecessary stress.

Being able to share my feelings on BB definitely provided me the support I needed... or shall I say the kick I needed to pull myself through this. Thank you all so much for being available!