If it's causing you to stay home like that i definitely think you should make an appointment. if you are carrying fears it can effect your birth. I really think you should talk to someone. Rhea dempsy does pre and post birth counseling if you have no luck at he hospital. she was the one to tell me how important it is to go into birth having dealt with any issues you might have. Whether it is fear, anger, previous loss, or something else. She'd be great for you to talk to.