Not sure if that is the right word for it but i am so upset with everything at the moment. All ths pregnancy has been is one thing after another and it's just starting to get to me. Today all i have wanted to do is cry and so wish the baby would be born soon.

Not sure how much longer i can cope with trips to the hospital each week some weeks i am going 4 times and others 3. I could still have 11wks of this and not sure what i am going to do.

I shouldn't wish the baby to be born early but i can't help it. I love being pg it's not that which is bothering me it's the PE risk and the not knowing when i will get it full on. Some say i am lucky because i get no m/s but i would prefer that than PE again.

So sorry for the rant i just feel as if i can't do anything right at the moment.