Michelle, I so know how you're feeling, having been there myself. However, please please please just try to think that every extra day that your princess is baking, is one less day that she'll be in SCN/NICU, struggling, stressing, etc.

I wish I was with you to help you out doing all the little things. I know how hard it is with bigger ones, and how you need to do EVERYTHING with them. It's a difficult time, but one that you will soon look back on and think "how did I live with only two when I have three wonderful bubbies"!!!

So hugs, try (as much as you can) to rest, and know I'm thinking of you.