Had my OB appointment today and I am booked in to meet Leo via c/s on Tuesday 5th June!!!

I can't believe it is only a week away, yes I had everything ready to go, bags packed etc, but I still didn't really click that it could be this soon - I just can't believe it that next week my little boy will be in my arms!

I am praying that this c/s will be a more positive experience for me, although I can already feel it deep down that it will be, we have all come a long way since then and strangely although soooo excited I feel quite calm and relaxed about the whole thing, feeling I did not experience with Jackson's birth, so am one step ahead already.

All I have to do now is install the carseat and get Jackson a little pressie to open in the hospital so he feels a bit special - and to keep him occupied!!!

Still can't believe it!!