ta PC and Amy...
i guess a few things brought about that emotional collapse... heheheheeh.
My grandpa died last thurs, and altho im not terribly distraught about that,(he was old and cranky and making himself and everyone miserable), im quite numb about the fact that i wont be at the funeral(all my family is in canberra) and especially the fact that i cant even give my dad a hug and tell him i love him in real life. Normally i am the one that helps with the organising of these things and gets all the family together. I feel so far away from it all...
Plus these pains i was getting were definately something, not like anything ive felt before.
my brother(flying from london) and dad will be here on the 26th and then bro leaves on the 30th... im due on the 2nd.... just wished she was here for chrissy...
it does make it easier having such supportive and caring women on here thats for sure.