i hear you being over pregnancy. hugs to you. my only input would be from my own experience. i had my first 2 babies naturally, went into labour naturally, no intervention at all, no pain relief. then with oscar i was over the whole pregnancy - had a very difficult pregnancy etc. i decided to be induced. for me it was the worst decision i have made. i ended up with an emergency c-section and the whole labour felt wrong. i really believe this woud have been avoided if i had let nature take it's course. i really regret being induced and if i could do it over would have waited the extra couple of days/weeks and had a much more pleasent birthing experience.
that's just my story, good luck with your decision
beckles