right at the end? that feels so far away! lol

i'm apparently 4/5 engaged - but i'm not sure how they work it - whether that means i'm at the second station (counting down) or the 4th station (counting up) - too confuzzling

alll i know is i have a little chubber - she's measuring (fundal height) two weeks ahead! and everything is so swollen and sore - maybe she's preparing me for how ucky it will feel after she's out....