i was actually laying on the couch yesterday pretty exhausted thinking 'my god, another whole 12 weeks of this, and i will be bigger and more tired and getting kicked even more, how the hell am i going to last...'

12 weeks just seems like an eternity away... i mean its a whole three months!! i am the most impatient person in the world, so this is like torture for me.

i guess when i finish work in four weeks time at least that will be something. a milestone of sorts. *sigh*