mbear - I'm so glad you posted! Your post nearly had me in tears, I know I'll feel the same way as you. The house will be so empty without him and he has such a big personality that it will be so different around here. Thanks for pointing out all the positives though, I know I do have a lot to look forward to and I know I'll get used to it.

blessedatlast - It's so sweet that you feel so strongly about your DSS . I know what you mean about how much they learn so quickly. It will be amazing to watch them grow up and progress this year

MantaRay - I can't promise no tears LOL! The school holidays really do help you prepare don't they? They make you realise just how ready they are for school and how much they need it.

Thanks guys, it feels so nice to talk about it with others who know what I'm going through