okay so i was sitting at home the other day thinking bout life and thinking bout how crap my "friends" actually are!! not all of them!! and a light bulb went off in my head Zayvier is my best friend!! apart from the obvious like the being lonley stuff i really think Zay is my best friens he never lets me down hugs me when i ask him givies me kisses when he wants love and doesnt judge me either!! is this odd that i think this?? do i really need to get a life?? maybe this had to do with my anxiety and depresion??

im not sure!!