Thank you so much to evryone who has been there to support me at least in a way of giving me advises like this. I really wish I could make it on my own. I know it is getting worser and worser for me specially with my daughter, and it is really hard to cope because i couldnt stand torturing my mind from evrything he does to us. I don't know when and not sure how but all I know is I need someone to help me out leave this situation. It's really hard knowing that no ones gonna be there and u are very strange to a place where u didn't grew up..