Thanks CK. It's funny, I actually woke up yesterday morning feeling quite depressed and overwhelmed, and started googling around for support groups and ended up here. Reading some of the other threads and seeing the support you all give one another was enough to snap me out of my mood. I really can't say enough good things about this site. Such a valuable resource, good job to all involved.

I have a wonderful group of friends, many of whom have children themselves, sometimes I feel like I've put them through enough over the last 12 months and don't want to become a burden on them. (They'd tell me to stop being ridiculous of course).

Thanks again, I will be back, there are a few other topics I'd like to discuss in future.