2 years ago I made the biggest decision of my life but I fear that I made the wrong one.

DS was an unplanned pregnancy and as this is being posted in the single parent thread Im sure youve gathered that his father and I didnt make it.

With all his faults my ex is an okay daddy. I know he loves his son and I fear that I dont love him enough.

I think I made the wrong decision to keep the pregnancy and to keep full custoday of DS. But I dont know what to do.

I have little family support, they support us financially but thats about it. I always feel like I am on the outer, the black sheep so to speak. I dont have any friends here not for lack of trying.

my sons father and I dont talk anymore and I feel like Im all alone raising this child.

I dont know what to do. If I could go back 2 years I would never have continued with the pregnancy.

I dont know what to do. I dont want to regret my decision again but Im tired. I dont want to do this alone anymore.