It is a hard road on your own.

Are you able to leave DS with his dad for a week maybe and take off somewhere on your own? It might help to get away from the daily grind if you can. Remember you for awhile,

It's probably not that you don't love the little fella enough, you may just be so tired and worn down that you have no chance to appreciate how you feel about him.

xoxoxoxo

It may be good to find someone to talk to if you can - a professional that can help sort your feelings out.

xoxo