I have had a couple of texts from him. I think we're okay, he still keeps apologising for putting me through all this, and I appreciate that he's finally taken some responsibility. I guess the real test will be how involved he gets after bubs born. I'm due exactly a week from today!

Today has been a rough day. I was up much of the night feeling disappointed and sad that I don't have my own place, independence and a man beside me who loves me and will help me get through the birth. I'm lucky to have my family though, I know that.