Just did a POAS....BFP....yay....kinda...I'm not feeling it
I'm so freaking terrified, I am shaking and nauseous (good sign??) we weren't actively TTC, infact had only dtd 3 x since last AF...not even sure if I am late or not.
I am very inclined to just bury my head in the sand and forget I even tested, I don't know if I can do this again....if this another blighted ovum....
I went to call my Gp to make an appt but whats the point? there is nothing they can do, I don't have the $$ to pay for the early scans, even then I would 6-7 weeks before its even known if its not viable...
Allow yourself time to adjust, to accept and to move ahead, whatever the outcome.
Make the appt for one weeks time, and just try to balance yourself, I really hope this little one sticks for you Starrysky.
xx
thank you all, my head is so messed up right now, I even posted this in the wrong section, I just noticed... (should have been pregnancy not parenting!)
Let your self feel what you feel when you feel it - it's all ok no matter what it is that you think and feel. I little congrats to take when your ready to take it
I can totally relate. After the 2nd BO m/c and being told that only after 3 they the fertility specialist would start tests, I was adamant I would go through another.
Then I became pregnant again. And diagnosed with Thyroid issues, maybe get your levels checked also.
We were so scared but went for scan at 6 weeks, by then I was already sure I was right (another BO) BUT sure enough a little heart was beating!
And now as I wrote this, breastfeeding my miracle!
Have hope and faith is all I can say. And it gets hard, as I wondered all the time while pregnant something going to happen (had 2 bleeds during ) and didn't really connect. I enjoyed being pregnant by the end. And even now it's still hard to not be over protective.
I wish you well and lots of sticky vibes!
I bit the bullett and made an appt, Monday....I'm assuming blood tests, referral for scan (might ask about them bulk billing it..) etc, etc...
Thank you ladies, still feels unreal and yet I want to bust into tears at the drop of a hat
congratulations.....I can understand how you feel...its completely normal and its probably hormones too....have you told you're partner yet? or is there someone you can talk too?
There are Drs that bulk bill and will do scans etc...are you on a health care card?
yup, dp knows, thats it as of yet (apart from you beautiful ladies) he doesnt cope very well with it either...
no hcc, dp and I both have own businesses, so ready $$ can be a bit short....
I *think* I have worked out when last AF was...give or take a week...the whole of last month is just a big blurry mess.... anyway, BB's pregnancy calculator puts me at 4weeks and 1 day. was hoping I was further along...arghhh...off to bury my head in the sand until Monday....
Sending sticky vibes your way - I've developed anxiety since receiving my bfp 2 wks ago. I become convinced on a regular basis "it's gone" & cry hysterically until I'm reassured by the Gp that my hcg levels are fine. I understand your fear & I hope seeing the Dr will help to put your mind at ease & you can start to enjoy the thought that there's a little life being created inside of you. My Dr told me yesterday that when we become pregnant we become heros &we need to be kind to ourselves. Good luck xx
sending lots of sticky vibes and heaps of i have everything crossed for you chook, i do know how your feeling, before this pg i had a blighted ovum about 9 months before.. its very stressful BUT we are all here for you and sending you so much positive energy you should be vibrating from it xx
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absolutely terrified...
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