Hey I am Rebecca
I found out I was pregnant on Sept 19th 2008.
and on Sept 23rd I went to the docter and it was a tubal (etopic) pregnancy.
I am just wondering if the hurt and the anger ever really goes away. That baby was the one thing that I wanted so badly. I was 14 weeks and never even really knew I was pregnant. I get so mad because my husband just acts like it don't matter and it does matter. WE lost our child. It has almost been a year and so I think that I am going to plan something for our family. But I am not sure that I am going to be able to make it through it. I have had friends and family lose babys but never really thought that it felt like this. Some days I am just fine and others not so fine. I just want to know if it ever gets any better...