[COLOR="SeaGreen"]sounds like you haven't had a chance to grieve properly many men put on a brave front to protect their wives/partners but deep down they hurt too

anyway from experience I can say it does get easier the hurt and loss doesn't completely leave but you will find there are days when you wont think of the baby and others where you find you can't think of anything else

some days I still think of my first[ loss, much liek yours a ectopic...

I hope you can find some peace on thurs week.. /COLOR]