Give yourself time sweety, you have just been through a traumatic time, it isnt going to happen overnight or even a few more weeks away. You need time. Honestly I dont believe those that have lost bubs ever feel normal again, there is always something missing. We just learn to live life differently to how we used to, as you never feel the same again. Time is what you need to even begin the healing process, to even feel as though you can breathe air without having that lump in your throat and that heavy heavy aching heart feels even somewhat lighter.

Please look after yourself, remeber your still grieving. Loads of hugs.