Over the last week I have been extremely irritable/emotional I put it down to being stressed over the millions of assessments we have at TAFE, tired due to work & AF is due. I have also been feeling my grief for the twins a bit more than normal, and I had an upsetting dream which I posted about the other day. Also, I had a bit of a trigger reliving the NICU journey with the twins and our decision to turn off their life support..

Anyway today I realised it is coming up to what WOULD HAVE been the twins due date.. BUT 2 YEARS AGO!! Could this still be a possible trigger do you think or is it just coincidence and it's the other stuff going on? Worst part is, now that I realised that this morning, now I am thinking about it and it's making me sad.