Yeah, I know that I'm going to be lighting many candles on that night but other then that I wouldn't have a clue.
I've changed my mind from having a little gathering at the lake.
I don't know who I would want to come or who would come anyway.
Its more closure for me anyways.
But I could always ask my mate if I can let off balloons off his balcony or something but yeah.
I'm not sure.
But the more I think about it, the more my heart starts hurting.
Its like I don't want the day to come cause that's the day my baby girl is suppose to be in my arms safe.
But she won't be.
I don't even know how to cope aye.

*Bree-Ana*