On October 5th at 5:59pm I gave birth to the most beautiful baby girl, Amani Grace. I was 21 weeks 1 day. I had hoped, prayed for, and dreamed about this baby girl long before I found out I was pregnant. Instead of that being one of the happiest days of my life, it was one of the worst. Instead of happy tears, there was just tears of grief and mourning. My baby, who was supposed to stay in me for 19 more weeks was born.

It is now 5 weeks later. My heart is still broken. Will I ever get over this?