I am so very sorry for you and your DH losing precious Amani. It is a devastating journey and you will never get over it hun. I am told you just learn to live with it. I can only vouch for a portion of that as I am 7 months on and still completely devastated. We all go through this differently and you can be assured that each of us have a very normal and horrible journey to share. Sweety be kind to yourself and go day to day until you can handle more. If you ever need to talk, don;'t hesitate. For me I am not sure that in my circumstance everything had fully hit me at 5 weeks. Again we are all different and the shock of losing your little one is unbearable.
Take care hun and be kind to yoruself.
Love HM xx