That pic is gorgeous! oh BAL, I would never be able to even imagine how it must feel to have lost not only one precious little life but two. You must constantly be reminded whenever you look at your darling baby boy. I think it's just the most unfair thing in life to lose a child, there cannot be anything worse. There just isn't.
I hope you feel better just a little bit by posting this. Thinking of you while you're feeling sad x
ps we should catch up.