Thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts.. It does help to know people care.. I mean you guys don't know me but you still take the time to offer me a hug or let me know I am not alone.... I am thinking of starting my own memorial website for Taite and Seth but I wouldn't have a clue where to start!! I am not that computer literate.. I did an extremely silly thing last night.. I got so drunk the last thing I remember is vomiting into a plastic bowl at our neighbours house!.. Oh dear can't wait to see them while checking the mail.. LOL My partner also wrote himself off but went to bed as he had to work today!! I don't remember leaving the neighbours, but I woke up in bed with my same clothes on (that has to be a good thing?? at least I wasn't naked!)and a 2 litre bottle of water next to me! I am horrified.. I haven't been like that since I was about 21! Anyway I feel the pinch now.. Serves me right! Hopefully the last bit of immaturity got spewed out last night!! (Sorry TMI)