Melk - Oh I am so sorry to hear your story. There really are no words. I only hope that you and your DH continue to find the strength to support each other. I couldn't help but tear up whilst reading your post. This has never happened to ME before however it just brings back memories of my sister who lost her second daughter at 38 weeks. It is so wonderful that your family were so supportive and had the courage to meet your son. I too met my niece Lily the night she came into the world sleeping and although at the time it was the most difficult thing I have ever done I know it was nothing compared to what my sister and BIL went through. Gosh life is just so freaking unfair. Hang in there chick.

Cheers Trea