My DH is exactly the same. He is booked in for Dec 15 for his. He came home from his initial consultation and was fine yet I was a mess. I know in his mind he would probably love to have 10 children but we know 5 are more than enough for us. I know it is the right thing for me yet I have still been emotional about it. I'm okay for now, but I know that will probably change on Dec 15.