I have a 7yr old & now Indah & Maddy is an exceptionally huge help, she changes wet nappies, If I am busy cooking etc, she will sing, dance & entertain Indah if I am busily trying to get something done...
As it was also school holidays when I had her, she stayed at Mum & Dads a night here & there & also at my sisters & spent a day out with friends.

I also made sure we didnt just sit at home, even if it was just a sanga & a pkt of chips/biscuits & a walk to the park, where I could rest whilst she played & Indah slept in the pram!!!

You'll be fine..... She might surprise you & take over being Mum!!!!