Ryn sweetheart I knew you had had some hang ups sweetheart, we all do, in one way or another and I will say a great big thank you for being so honest and sharing yours with me, with us all, that took a lot of guts to do that and I respect you so very much for that, you should be very proud of yourself my sweet because the first step to healing in any way about our pasts is talking about it! You did not need to share this, not at all, so I salute you for bringing it to the fore for us all to understand your way of thinking so much easier!

You love your babe so much you would be willing to protect him from all the hurts and pains you have had to go through yourslef, that is a mothers love alright, and we do all see this, its hard not to notice how much you love that little fella.

Just know, my daughter is still a virgin, has no intention of being otherwise till her body has finished growing and I told her that is after 18 lol! BUT I just wanted her to know if she was to go behind my back, heaven forbid, I want her to understand to use protection, that is all this has been about, not my giving her permission.


I am glad you wrote all this, becuase I see now where you are coming from with your own hurts and pains.


Love and Light to you and yours,
Jay aka soul