It's been about a month since my 2nd M/C, I havent had any signs of AF, and I didn't bleed for very long with the M/C.

Is it so wrong of me to want to fall pregnant now? I know I can't replace the babies that i've lost, but I have this really bad feeling it will happen again. It's really hard because I have a 2yr old daughter, and even though I am so thankfull that I have her, I want 5 or 6 more. But how many losses will I have to have before I have my family???

Is it so bad of me to want to fall pregnant again when I know that there is a very high chance of this happening again? How can I just turn off all of these feelings of guilt? I feel that if I fall pregnant again and I lose, then it's my fault for killing my baby because I fell pregnant so soon without bettering my health!

I'm sorry this doesnt really make sense, i'm having a hard time getting my feelings out in words lately.