I don't think my sadness will go away because the only thing that would take that away would be to have my baby back.Ithink/hope we learn how to live with the loss and heartache.Things what help others ,don't help others,i read/listen to people ideas and picked what ones were worth a try.I don't think anyone feelings after loss are wrong,we are all different .I love scrapbooking and after my loss i didn't wont anything to do with it but now the love of it has come back, maybe your love of art will come t is in time,maybe that will be a gift from her.Whatever our beliefs are i think its normal for them to be challenged after all our world has been shattered.I hope you find some comfort soon