Thanks all for the support. I have been off and on my mood in the last 3month... especially been our first pg.

Today is my bday. wish he was around to play with... its been really lonely...

I have some of his pic while in the clinic and some video clips of his movt while pg of him... I dont have the courage to see this pic... my hb took the camera yesterday to see the pics, I ahd to stop him as I started feeling sad.... hope this is normal