this month is our first TTC after MTX treatment starting the tww and hoping for a BFP

I have decided not to even think this could happen again as I want the whole TTC and pregnancy to be a happy and exiting experience just the same as it would be if noting had happened rather than a waiting for something to go wrong

As terrible and sad as the whole ectopic experience was I want to move on and get on with living life not looking back and thinking of the past