Milly so sorry to hear about your loss! DH and I were trying for about 2 years and had the same thing and god I know that how you're feeling now there is nothing anyone can say to ease the pain. You probably know more than I do that it does get easier with time..I hated everyone saying that but now i know its true

I have a fertility monitor that i bought but havent used it and was going to sell it if you want? PM me your details and Ill talk to you about it privately