Hi loopy_girl21,

I'm sorry to hear that you've lost two angel babies. 13 weeks is still very early, I think if you had a late miscarriage your OB would want to investigate asap. Because 13 weeks is just 'outside' the 12 week mark ( where if things are gonna go wrong, that's when they are gonna go wrong ) your OB probably thinks it's another case of 'bad luck'.
They probably don't realise what a loss a miscarriage is...

I know you must be very nervous to try again, but if you give up because of your fear ( which I understand is completely natural and normal ) you won't get a chance at having a beautiful earth baby. But if your gut feeling says there is something wrong, please don't hesitate to see your gynie or if you're not happy with him/her go and find another one and let him/her know of you concern.

I wish you all the very best and I hope you get to hold a beautiful and healthy bub soon in your arms.

Please know that we are all here for you in your journey, I know it can be tough sometimes, but I know all the stress and worry is all worth it in the end

Big hugs
Beata xx