ok,
this is my first time posting, so here goes...

Dear little missk.
I know exactly how you are feeling.
I had a missed m/c at around 12 weeks also, in July. My ob told me to wait two cycles before ttc again as apparently the uterus might not be ready/recovered until then (this is what he told me anyway....). i know the waiting is hard, but you want to give your next baby the best chance possible right?? My period came about 5 weeks after d&c - I thought it would take ages to come back. Like you, I had lots of pain and bleeding which lasted all the way up until the time i got my period, but afterwards, everything returned to normal, my next cycle returned as normal and we are back to ttc now.

I am terrified of what might happen, and the waiting is agonising! My period is due again next week and I keep imagining that i have pregnancy symptoms - it's awful. We conceived the first time we tried last time so it is hard to accept that it might not be that easy this time around. Sometimes I think that i may not be ready to be pregnant again because I'll just stress that it is going to all go away again. THe pain and heartbreak is unbearable - I just really wanted my babies more than anything in the world.

Let me know how you are doing.
Take care.
x