Last cycle at 11DPO I had the most faintest of second lines on an internet cheapie test. At 12DPO it was a little easier to see, but still really faint. I was getting all excited as our 1 year anniversary was in a few days and I was going to tell him that we were pregnant that day.

The lines started getting fainter by 13DPO and at 14DPO a FR test came up negative. AF started the next day (she was due).

It was a strange AF to usual though. I had 2.5 days of a light/medium red flow, and 2.5 days of a light/medium brownish flow.

I went to the docs on CD3 but didn't ask for a blood test as I knew there would be nothing left there. The doc said it was most likely a very early loss, but without blood work we would never know.

I am now CD10 and really not looking forward to another cycle. This is cycle 10 for us.

By the information I've given, does it sound like it could have been an early loss?

I know that at CD10 I should be over the fact that I got AF and no sticky baby, but deep down I really think I was pregnant. I even felt different to other cycles.

I just keep thinking over and over again how close we were, and that I was meant to tell DF (DP at the time ) that he was going to be a daddy...instead he asked me to be his wife! Although I think I would have much rathered a BFP that day


Sorry for the ramble, but I just HAD to ask!