Hello all you beautiful ladies

Mel1979 - I hope you are feeling better soon Huge to you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help?!?!

Jen805 - It is extremely hard at the moment. I hope one day that we get to have a blessing of another baby whom we can love as much as we love Zachary.

MaternalBride - Sorry about your BFN. I understand how you are feeling as I had a BFN a few weeks ago. AF arrived the day before I was due to test - I was devastated!

Me - I am feeling very edgy as Zachary would have been 5 months old on Christmas Eve. As it draws closer I am getting more and more uptight. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to get through. My temporal arteritis results are still at 25 (still high but not dangerous) so no steroid treatment at this stage - YAY!!!!

I am trying to work out my next O phase but I keep stressing that I am going to miss it. I am so scared I will make a mistake and we will miss our window of opportunity. This waiting game is a mind killer and a soul destroyer!

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