Karen van - Welcome. You are right, none of us should be here. But at least none of us have to go through this alone.The women here are absolutely amazing. I don't know how the last few months would have been for me without them. that you get a BFP next week.

Mel - Yay for AF finishing. Only 2 days?! Mine usually lasts for 6. Goodluck with the FS later this week.

jen - Hope AF is starting to ease now. Thanks for thinking of me. I haven't updated on me 'cause I'm getting kind of sick of listening to myself whinge these days but see below.

shortcake - Sending you lots of anti-AF vibes. No signs is a good sign.

rach - Sorry AF arrived and is being hard on you

maternalbride - Sending loads of zen vibes to help you through the TWW.

smi - *waving* back at ya! How goes the m/s?

AFM - I wrote a big update but changed my mind about posting it. The short version is that I'm not doing very well. And I don't think it has anything to do with AF arriving last week. I fear that I've gone beyond grief and am sinking into a real depression, but its so hard to know the difference. I'm going to see my doctor to try to find a solution before it gets any worse. DH deserves better than this.