wow...I couldn't get in here las night and thought I'd pop in tonight to have a cry, then i read all the posts and it seems it must be the moon or something...its just not a good time

Cherished...I had not looked at your ticker till tonight and was stunned to learn you have lost two precious babies so close together, I am so so sorry for what you are going through. It just does not seem fair! I things clear up for you soon and that as soon as you feel ready you get a bfp and 9mths later a beautiful healthy bub.

Anila...still have my fingers crossed you o'd a bit late and thats why the RB hasn't turned up yet!

Sunny...same possibility for you isn't it?

Sammy...I don't think we ever forget those dates and I don't think we should, but it must have been hard ...hope you are ok now?

Sunny...I think I will ring DB tonight and propose, it will be funny for me to listen to him try to say no without saying it outright lol...he really isnt into marraige and I don't really care but with my emotions lately he will be terrified...it is really so mean of me!

KM...are you sure it mightn't be easier to tell her and not put yourself through that? You are a much stronger lady than me if you can do it...I still have regular spack outs now and can't visit those friends who have just been telling me their 'great' news.

Milly...hope your exams went ok.

Sorry for anyone else I missed

I was having a shower tonight when I thought...I should be only a week off announcing my preg to everyone, my bb's should be about to dbl in size (have other times) and none of this is happening and I am %$&%%& off about it!!
It's like DB doesn't care cause I might txt during day to tell him how I'm feeling but he doesnt talk to me later...I find it hard to then bring it up to him. I'm wishing like my mad I am preg and don't even have to have one cycle (am liking not having RB) but I know the chances are so slim still have my anyway.
I don't need to even explain it fully to you all which is so good...i'm just tired, cranky etc etc. I want to sit and have a massive cry but need to wait till I am home tomorrow as I don't have privacy where I stay when I work in town all week.

Nothing really good to post but here's to a great weekend to come...may we get some good news, some nice stuff happen to us and all those things that we darn well deserve!