Hi Girls

Sorry no perssies today cos I'm going insane. Had temp drop which is slowly creeping up, had big "clump" of ewcm this morning but still getting nothing on the OPK I am so confused and worried that I'm just not going to get my LH surge so no egg,I feel like crying . Just to make it worse if I don't o my cylce will be blown out to 45 days which means we won't be trying again till 12th AUGUST!!!!! Does anyone know they o'ed but not got positive on OPK? Just looking for a bit of hope. If I don't o I'm not risking it next cycle and going back on the clomid ( sod all the natural stuff) even though it makes my ovary kill cos if I don't o that cycle either (which is what happened after last m/c, 2 non o cycles) it will be 112 days of no chance to get pg, that's a 1/3 of a year!!! I hate this, why is it soooo hard?